Redefining: Ninja Racing

Merriam Webster, June 2019: Entry: Ninja Racing

noun

plural: ninja racing

Definition of Ninja Racing

: deciding to race at the last minute without properly training or informing your coach

I’ve been competing in triathlon for 4 years now. Almost 3 years to the date, I was hit by a car on a training ride resulting in 3 fractured vertebrae, a fractured tibia, and a partially torn meniscus and ACL. I will never have a physiologically normal body. I will not be able to handle the typical high-volume training that many of my teammates do. I may be facing another surgery in the coming months. I may never be the athlete that I theoretically “could have been.”  

It is okay for me to be sad about this. It would be strange for me NOT to be sad about this. But it is also okay for me to claim and be proud of the athlete that I am. But, for 3 years, I’ve been trying to fit into the mold of what I see as the dedicated, typical triathlete. I feel like an imposter every time I earn a podium spot for a race I decided to do 3 days prior. I don’t kick in the pool, and I haven’t done bike intervals in 8 months, and I don’t train my run.

I’ve done 3 races so far this season and exceeded my own expectations in all of them, including a 70.3. I’ve done them all sneakily, deciding to race and signing up last minute because I love and miss the sport and the community. I was scared to race because I was afraid to finish badly, or, perhaps, not finish at all. What I’ve learned is that sometimes the mental toughness it takes to get yourself to the start line far exceeds that needed to get yourself over the finish line. I would never discourage another person to race because they were worried about being slow, so why was I doing it to myself? I don’t know what is next for my body, but I do know that as long as I can safely make triathlon a part of it – I’m in: full send.

Merriam Webster, July 2019: Entry: Ninja Racing noun

plural: ninja racing

Definition of Ninja Racing : racing to have fun and admitting that the endorphin boost doesn’t suck either

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Sloane Tilley

About Sloane Tilley

I first started racing triathlon at the end of my senior year at UNC-Chapel Hill in 2015. I continued to compete in my first year of grad school with the UNC club triathlon team until I unfortunately got hit by a car on training ride in July 2016, only 1 week after returning from my honeymoon. I was left with 3 broken vertebrae and a broken tibia, but luckily a wonderful husband to take care of me! I tried to get back to racing, but a year later, the doctors discovered I also had some tears in my ACL and meniscus remaining from the accident. Cue surgery in 2017. Since then, my love for the sport and desire to have the healthiest body that I can has motivated me to continue to do what I can in training, but also remember that the most important part of triathlon is to enjoy it!